“All else you warned me of, impending doom you saw, but THIS YOU DID NOT?!” I bellowed with a voice so deep i didn’t recognize as my own. I didn’t even know i had a voice till now.
“You are my spiritual counsel. It is your job to warn me. We pray together all the time and yet you failed to perceive THIS…that i had a bloody surprise like this one coming at me.” I continued.
He didn’t respond. He didn’t dare either, he had failed me and he knew it. All he had left now was a small smile on his eerily calm face.
No matter. I finally have someone to blame, someone, at whom I can vent my frustration. And i plan to ride this wave to the very end. And this new found voice, uff..the power that it’s given me, i quite like it. I think I’m getting drunk for the first time in my life.
“How?!” I charged again
And then, it happened,
“Because” came a small, yet firm voice.
I did a quick spin, but there was noone. Just the two of us. Oh God, and he’s still smiling.
“How could he know?” It continued.
“You have to come to Your truth, on Your own. It’s YOURS for a reason, stupid”
“Be intentional about your dreams, lest they remain so till your final sleep.”